i think alot of things in life is unexpected.

this week is quite a bad week... besides laughing alot with Six sometimes for no reason, i can't really remember anything that made me happy. second thing is that Melissa is back. then nomore... i don't know lei. maybe im just not suited for JC life. i realise i keep thinking alot over many things. it's like. i want to forget & focus but it just can't. i wonder about the happy days in Anderson and how come im not as happy as before. how come? even though life was also busy back then, we were all very happy and laughing. especially when there's dance and we can lame together. i like that kind of feeling. but this year quite some stuff happened & made quite some of us unhappy and upset. why must like that.

but luckily, Three and Six are smiling again. im happy and relieved cos i can't imagine Six not laughing for a day.

actually. im very touched by what No.6 said. 如果有什么事可以跟你讲. when you told me that it really made me feel that im not alone. thank you for being there cy (: im not good at words but just wanna say. thanks alot. (: this is only March so everybody has a long way to go. i will throw away all unhappiness and move on because someone said that's how life works. im going to be happy. we are all going to :D .

actually i got alot to say but i forgot.

nvm im going to play 菊花台 now, bye!

-1

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